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Wednesday, April 19, 2023
It’s not always easy to get into the dream. I love my time after my work when I come home and I am free, completely free. The dream meditation time is great. It’s waking up the next day and getting involved in the life that kind of takes me out of that ideal dream state, a state that children have naturally but adults lose that childhood state because they thought they found something even better – being an adult, but that’s not an easy state either as it carries with it a lot of responsibility, as has been my experience.
It’s hard feeling that dreamlike awareness 100% of the day. I’ll bet if there were others they would help inspire each other to live the dream – with that awareness.
If I don’t know who I am, and at this point in my life I give up on knowing who I am in this life time, or the desire to want to know who I really am, beyond all my identities, that much deeper “who am I?” because there is no end down that path. It seems that I will never find the answer to that question, but I can know who I create myself to be. I am a storyteller, mainly, and I live to tell this story. That is an aspect that I have created and I enjoy doing so, at least this phase in my life.
So if I don’t know who I am, then I know I can be who I create myself to be. I have 99+ identities after only 60 years of life. I get to see the world through many lenses and now I understand that Graham can be anything he writes into his story. Not only would he write it, but he would get to see it happen. It is a beautiful process. Although Graham figured he had some 99+ identities, he knew he could create many more because it makes life exciting to live with so many perspectives.
Page 4285
Wednesday, April 19, 2023
It’s not always easy to get into the dream. I love my time after my work when I come home and I am free, completely free. The dream meditation time is great. It’s waking up the next day and getting involved in the life that kind of takes me out of that ideal dream state, a state that children have naturally but adults lose that childhood state because they thought they found something even better – being an adult, but that’s not an easy state either as it carries with it a lot of responsibility, as has been my experience.
It’s hard feeling that dreamlike awareness 100% of the day. I’ll bet if there were others they would help inspire each other to live the dream – with that awareness.
If I don’t know who I am, and at this point in my life I give up on knowing who I am in this life time, or the desire to want to know who I really am, beyond all my identities, that much deeper “who am I?” because there is no end down that path. It seems that I will never find the answer to that question, but I can know who I create myself to be. I am a storyteller, mainly, and I live to tell this story. That is an aspect that I have created and I enjoy doing so, at least this phase in my life.
So if I don’t know who I am, then I know I can be who I create myself to be. I have 99+ identities after only 60 years of life. I get to see the world through many lenses and now I understand that Graham can be anything he writes into his story. Not only would he write it, but he would get to see it happen. It is a beautiful process. Although Graham figured he had some 99+ identities, he knew he could create many more because it makes life exciting to live with so many perspectives.
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